Archive for July, 2012
Moving on
Jul 27th
I am taking that plunge. I am following my heart. It leads me to a guy named Dave. Plane tickets purchased, a place to live, and our lives ahead of us.
I am moving to Sarasota, FL to be with a wonderful person. Leaving my life behind, leaving my job, and taking my kids with me.
Thank you to everyone who has been so supportive! Many of you know how happy I am. Some have never seen me like this.
I will miss many people. Most of all my bestie Cierra and her daughter Ava! They are a big part of my life and I love them like family. Thank you for being there for me, for making me laugh, and just being who you are. Don’t ever change. There will be 2 plane tickets waiting for you.
I may not be in Pittsburgh much longer but I will be around the interwebs 
Follow your heart. It may take you on a wonderful journey.
Hey Dave?
I love you
Lucky
Jul 10th
That is exactly how I feel, lucky. Lucky in Love.
As good of a person as I am I never thought anyone else would want me. I never thought another guy would want the baggage I had. I never thought someone could look past my issues and see me.
Without looking I found that person. The guy who makes me feel good about myself. The guy who is willing to help me unpack my baggage. The guy who loves me even with my faults.
He is over 1000 miles away at the moment and I don’t want anyone else. I don’t see other guys in the same way I see him. He is special, and I don’t mean short bus special In my many years of adulthood I have never met someone so caring and sweet. While I am sure he has some faults, as we all do, I don’t see them. I see the person I fell in love with.
I miss him dearly. I have never felt a bond with anyone the way I do with him and we have only spent 4 days together physically. We have spent months getting to know each other and I think that was one of the best things we could have done. We started off honest and openly communicating, something many people never do well.
I love how sweet he is.
I love to hear his voice.
I love everything about him.
Except how far away he is.
We are working on that issue.
One of us will move when were able to.
When it comes to matters of the heart I am not always responsible. My heart tells me to just go, be with him.
We must wait. When one of us finds work in the other’s state, that person moves
I look forward to spending my days and nights with him.
I can’t wait to have my hand in his as we walk.
I can’t wait to lay my head on his chest and hear his heart beat.
I lovers you
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