Archive for May, 2012
Counting down the days,
imagening you by my side.
Were both a little crazy,
along for the ride.
Lay with me in the sand,
and wait for the tide.
What a ball of mush.
You make me.
I didn’t think it was possible.
I didn’t plan a thing.
“I just can’t get enough”
“I can’t get you out of my head”
“You are the only exception”
If I am wrong, I don’t want to be right.
I have thought about it and you know what he has a point. If it were reversed and he was talking to someone else (which has happened mind you) I would be livid. In my mind it’s okay because I tried for many years to make things right. I am not the one who said I don’t feel for you that way. Your actions have caused my reactions in how I feel about you. You telling me you don’t want me, seeking out an ex even if you now consider it a mistake played a part in allowing my heart to be open to someone else. The difference is I waited for you, you didn’t want me. I gave up. Oh but you don’t want me, you just think it’s wrong because we live under the same roof. I am okay with that if I am wrong. If it is uncomfortable for you I appologize for that but I never have and never would do anything to intentially hurt you. Not that your hurt, I know better. Besides that you were asked to move out, since your the one who didn’t want a husband/wife relationship.
You feel different about me now? And how is that any worse than my loving you and you neglecting me all these years? It does not phase me.
Though you may break my sprit every now and then I will not allow you to ruin my happiness.